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So.......I'm ending my finals in 2 days (It is not fast in fact I'm so sick of studying its too draggy....). And of course I would be doing everything else but studying, which includes stalking myself on my own blog and reading about how my brain worked then. Got to a post I wrote in October 2012, where I posted this thought article link:

It’s Not You, It’s Me: BFF Edition 

http://thoughtcatalog.com/jessica-blankenship/2012/10/its-not-you-its-me-bff-edition/uFVlUyWLdotd28Fx.99

Read the article again, and first off - I don't read thought catalog anymore because I used to read it only when I was down in life and since life got better I stopped (haha I wish). Anyway, all I know is I feel completely different reading the article again compared to how I felt when I first read it in 2012. I must have changed, and moved on so far that its just - seems like such a small incident in my life right now. I guess its true when people tell you 'this too will pass', because it will and it did. No doubt it has changed me. But life is good now and we all are just moving along, with the exception of family and bestfriends who remain constant. Its just funny, how when you are younger, people tell you that life is unexpected and you won't know what will happen etc etc and you just don't know how to feel about it and in fact you don't even bother because 'What will happen? I will just study somehow and have fun everyday with my friends and come home to eat dinner with my family....all seems good everyday.', until you grow up and shit happens and the unexpected changed you forever. And then you it all comes into perspective. I am honestly amazed by how everything can change so quickly and easily. Well, I'm still growing up and finding answers everyday.

2 more days to the end of year 3, senior year is coming. Back to mugging, peace out.
(Still loving this blog although I created a new one to pen down stories to share - unlike here haha)