One song's time.........

This blog is dying i am dying i am sad!:( Hell freak why am i so easily influence hate it i'm in a bloody hell dilemma i was so sure of not droping but teachers ranting to me" I think you shld drop.............." or "Drop aldry confirm A1!" BUT I DONT WANTO DROP!!!!!!!:( I had so much confidence of doing well until todayyyyyyyy/now/just now. Hahaha i am totally peng(tired/not in the right mind) today haha first it was tears then bitching then venting anger then saying people eat my tofu then laugh then mad then teared again looooooooooool. But i'm fine now I'M NOT DROPPING NOT DROPPING NOT DROPPING UNTIL MY MIDYEARS SHOW ME THAT I NEED TO. I'M GONNA STUDY AND GET A's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm outta my mind! Hahahaha no life but i'm gonna make sure i'm still lifeful everydayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!(:

I'm not gonna care if i have to stand freaking right in front to sing the most disgusting cny songs with not quite actions and the whole choir behind me and me not even knowing the bloody lyrics therefore embrassing myself HAHAHAHA. Anyway its like that every year isnt it? So screw the last yr's preformance in a fun way yay!:D I'm so not in cny mood anyhow freak hole my ear's gona block off every lesson and everything when someone tells me to drop to combine! Stop being frickle-minded Ven! I want chicken porridge with sesame oil hahaha fav. Bye!