Starting point

Time and time again I remind myself not to have expectations
Time and time again I forget
Time and time again I expect
Time and time again I get disappointed
Time and time again I remind myself not to have expectations

Emotions

Tonight, I suddenly remembered some emotions that I haven't felt in a long time. Well, those are not emotions that I miss or want to feel but just...feel so out of touch with. The excitement, the impulse, just that spark that could make me SO happy. I guess this is what people say they feel when they suddenly feel that 'oh I miss that kind of excitement when I was single'. NO I AM NOT IMPLYING THAT. But yeah you know just that feeling when you see a cute guy(HAHA) or be mesmerised by some guy's voice(HEHE) or even that crazy impulse to tell a guy that you think he is cute?!? (I am quite proud to say I have done that LOL). But I guess, its all in the different phase of life or love, thats why feelings and emotions change. You feel differently and you experience emotions in different situations.

Well, this just made me feel a little.........emotional tonight. Time to go to my books again.