"Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty"

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some stupid lyrics there.

I wonder,
y do they have to put the 'fairytales always end with happy endings' stuff into the minds of kids.

i can't believe myself.
i can't believe i feel this way.
someone tell me, what's going on with me.
It feels so hard to breathe.