Capture every moment

Never ending wishes

2012-02-18T09:37:00.001+08:00

No idea why am I not allowing my body to rest when I'm feeling so tired. I think my mind is not used to sleeping before midnight. Argh I don't like feeling confused:( Confused by my own thoughts haha. Why must people think so much?! Even when wanting to send a simple text. (!?!!!!!!!!) HAHAHA. Referring to myself actually.

Okay, sent.

Frenzy moments

2012-02-16T00:55:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA so I'm watching this new drama that I nvr thought I will watch. Yes k I'm watching 'Skip Beat' I think? Yeah the one with the Korean guys in it haha. And ahgyafehyssiuwbgdffsjg guys with that smile that will melt your heart seriously man I can't take it hahahehdjawgjsfjfbahhahahaha. Okay this is me and my childish drama moments teehehehe^^ I'm only on this mode when I just finish watching an episode lol. Anyway, today's first driving lesson wasn't as bad as I thought even thou I have a feeling the instructor thinks I'm kind of stupid LOL. Cuz I didn't know so many names of the car geers etc :( So gonna be good and read my FTT! Not gonna let all the other instructors think I'm stupid:<<<<<< Determined mode on^^ Teehee! 2more days to army guys book out! Peace out.

HAPPY VALENTINES

2012-02-15T00:01:00.001+08:00

The time to the year where all the couples flood town with every other woman carrying flowers in her hand. HAHAHA. Spent today with the all time fav girls! So full from dinner that I feel super fat now cuz it doesn't feel digested at all and I wanna sleep. To all you single people out there, 'You are very much loved still!' Hehe. But I really miss spending Valentine's Day in school! Anw starting my first driving lesson tmr!!!!! Manual:O I am kinda afraid so wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!

<3

Day made

2012-02-10T22:35:00.001+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiii! Just got off the phone with Gen! Army boys, hahaha. Anw I wanted to blog a few days ago, k wait I did typed out a whole chunk but blogger shut on me and didn't save anything so I was so pissed didn't feel like blogging anymore. Haha anw I bought my wallet today!!!!!!! Was in such a dilemma yes I mean that's my usual self hahaha. Then as unplanned, bought so much more stuff omgggggg. I feel so guilty:O Yay but so happy now hehehehe. Guys will nvr be able to feel our kind of excitement!!!!! Went to 'socialize' with Nabi ytd, haha we on our way to become socialites^^ Anw I wanna look for another job:< Hong Kong in 2weeks!

Horoscopes can sometimes be quite accurate! Hahaha

Fifty cents dewberry biscuits

2012-02-04T23:08:00.001+08:00

" How do you know if you're even anyone's first priority?

But you do know when you're not. "

Nights like this screw yourself up. Watching dramas and forever smiling to yourself like a fool, then drop back to reality. Hahahaha. So I have happy pictures but don't feel like posting them since I'm using my IPad which doesn't have them anyway. Wawawawawa, I'm always confused cuz I don't know if we've changed, or it's just me thinking we will change sooner or later. Honestly hate this side of myselfffffff:(

"I don't want to change the world, I just want to change someone's world."

Here comes February with 29 Days

2012-02-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

New aweome nails! I've found my hobby.

Trying to recreate Omelette from school

See my hair glowwwwww.

Shamelessly taking A&F polariods again lol

Been busy hanging around my favourite people and sending the army boys off :') Stay home friday afternoon today, did some online shopping^^ I have new nails and copper red hair that is visible now!!!!! Hehe. So many boys have already stepped on their journey to become man! On a side track, it will be really sweet to recieve texts/calls from the guys in camp! Right right right. Just saying.......... Haha. K I look horrendous in most of the photos above, really.
And so.........., 14 feb is coming. I really wonder what am i gonna do, HAHAHA. (Such fake laughter even i want to expose myself) Ohwell...... Valentine's day without school or a date sucks. LOL. Itssssssssss okay:> I'll survive. Taking my BTT on Monday! Weeeee bye heading out later!

On the train

2012-01-30T17:17:00.001+08:00

Met the FLY guys for the last time before everyone enlists!!!!! The group of guys that we(PMX and I) somehow won't get sick of, haha. Cuz we feel sad that they're no longer only ours. ( I doubt anyone else thinks that sentence makes sense lol. ) Sigh no one to send off to tekong•~• ( Omg new emoticon cuz I want to imitate the emoji ) Meeting with SB4 tonight! It's sad how all my classes seem to only have 2girls (including myself) at the end of the day. Oh well!

People change and so does the world. But I know I don't want to change the people arnd me for anything else.

Teary eyes and happy endings

2012-01-28T01:23:00.001+08:00

That's what I am. I get happy a little too easily. I guess it all depends, on what, when, and who. Everyone's the same, right? K this is the after effects of watching a movie like 'Life as we know it' at midnight alone. Yes yes yes. I'm glad I'm not at Zouk tonight, just not in the mood! Busy days ahead! Gd'night!

He is out of my league

2012-01-25T11:09:00.001+08:00

This year's Chinese New Year is way too early and too fast! Even thou everyday seems the same to me....., haha. Suddenly all my friends are enlisting in what 7/8/9 days time?!?!!!! :'( Seriously I think if I had a guy right now and he is going into the army I will be mega wega sad :'''''''( HAHAHAH oh well. #hopefullynotforeveralone. Meeting the FLY guys tmr! Can't wait for more reunions!!!!!! But yet the closest people don't seem to have any reunion.

It is true when they say festive seasons make you wish you had someone LOL.
Anw, my first and last photos! Hehe do they look like the same person?

XIN NIAN KUAI LE

2012-01-23T00:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!! EAT MORE WORRY LESS BE HAPPY STAY HEALTHY MORE ANGBAO ALL THE BEST<3 I love youuuuuuuuuu (My love wherever you are hahaha may we find each other soon lol)

Edited. >>>>>>>
About to sleep and was reading nabi's Wordpress! I'm so so so proud of her for getting into Royal School of Music!!!!!! Just a thought, I really wish I was someone with some talent, or at least a big ambition. Gd'night!

Short hair short hair

2012-01-20T17:06:00.001+08:00

Trying to get used to how I look now....., haha. I get everyone prepared before I meet them. Lol. Met the bestgirlfrend for dinner ytd! Anw, I concluded that when guys get bored at work, they go for girls working at the shop nearby. Seriously, haha. Or mayb it's just guys from that particular shop, really. Anw, I won't really like taking photos when I cut my hair, hahaha. But here's one!!!! Hoho going to meet yiwei and the rest tonight after such a long long time!!!!

Now with my hair, I seriously look like a nerd with my specs. HAHAHA really.

Every single time

2012-01-17T15:58:00.001+08:00

Every single time I cut my hair short, like now, I will have that feeling of regret. NO MATTER WHAT. I'm nuts like seriously hahaha. My hair is really short now!!!!! Then I keep looking at pictures of my old hair. Sigh, haha. Seriously. Why am I always like that. I guess it'll grow out to look much better! Hate how my hair looks right after I cut my hair, it's always ugly. HAHA k sry I just need to whine. I miss my long hair alrdy wahahahah. Okay but look, the picture that I cut my hair according too is super pretty. I might colour my hair cuz black just looks blah right now. People be nice and not make me feel sad abt my hair k, pls. Thanks:>

I secretly wish......

2012-01-17T00:51:00.001+08:00

Omg I was blogging this afternoon while waiting for Jia and noooooo I forgot to publish it or save as draft sigh. The weather was killing this afternoon and I got a free Starbucks from Jia cuz she was late hehe. Then went to the Titanic Museum! It was really quite good! But tragic:'( And then headed for Team dinner at marché. Even thou the girls still meet quite regularly, I guess I just miss us, as a team. With Kengwi and the guys. We're really quite weird I think, HAHA in our own special way<3 Suddenly girls seem so much more mature cuz we're all working but the guys are just rotting while waiting to enlist! I'll miss all my guy friends, seriously. Last week nabi mich bibi and Reinald came to visit me at work! So cute hehe^^ Went to Zouk on Friday and met so many ppl!!!!! Yeah and I really have the feel for shopping again! I've got sparkly nails:>

BLACK

2012-01-09T22:44:00.001+08:00

I'm really not a black person at all, as in I only own a pair of black jeans, black shorts and black pumps. That's all. But I realize that black seriously makes a person look good, serious. HAHA. Yeah is that sad for me......? Hmm k. Been wearing black obviously cuz of work. Today I thought of how I felt on Olevels results day, haha. Seriously hope A's results will be out in March and not when I'm in Hongkong if not..... :O Alrighty I'm free tmr! Hoho, sry IPad's photo-booth is hard for me to resist...... : )

Sunday with a little rain

2012-01-08T15:22:00.001+08:00

Went to NTU open hse talks ytd at Grand Hyatt! Seriously quite afraid for what my results will able me to study cuz omg the cut offs are all...... That's 2 months away so lets put the anxiousness aside for now! And...., I had one of the most if not most awkward moments ever. MEGA. Yeah my heart almost dropped out seriously. HAHAHA shldn't say what happened here I guess...., even thou hardly anyone related will read lol. Just rmbed abt it cuz I received a text from someone I wouldn't expect to see his name appear on my phone ever again. And my heart jumped for a moment again, haha oh well! Went for dinner/movie/supper with Xiaodi and Asaph and Germaine ytd! Oh and new shoes hoho red platform heels~ But everyday I put money into my wallet and at the end of the day it's empty. #Truestory. Sigh. Laziness really gets into me......, supposed to go support juniors for SCM today but yeah. HAHA. Relaxing Sunday today although I'm going to work later! I don't really dread work so all's good : )

Lasts of 2011 and firsts of 2012

2012-01-04T21:52:00.001+08:00

My Christmas and part of my new year!!!!!! The pictures I mean! Just some random ones! Been spending alot of time with these lovely people^^ Finally met the best girlfriend today!!!!! Thanks for the Coach wristlet :> So gold so me hehehe. And I bought my diary!!!!! Yes the kikki.K one, small one though! Good enough : ) I feel aimless these days actually..... Oh, I registered for driving!!!!! Hope it'll go well haha given my motor skills.....

Using my phone and the pictures don't go according to how I want it to be in order!

Tuesday morning

2012-01-03T10:36:00.001+08:00

Still in bed, under my covers, listening to new music. Thinking, thinking and more thinking. Not so healthy, haha. Kinda miss school again, the creepy feeling of starting school after the holidays and seeing all your classmates again, but everything will always go well and happy. Just wondered 'Where do I belong, who do I belong to'. But I'm sure 2012 will come along well! That's if the world doesn't end. On a random thought, I think out of ll the festive holidays, I like Christmas the best! I'm a Christmas girl lolololol.

I hope the people I love don't become the people I said I dislike so much. I hope. When people change, relationships change too. Right? Okay this was supposed to be a exciting post abt my New year!!!! I'll do it later, I will!!!!!
<3

Last day of 2011

2011-12-31T19:42:00.001+08:00

And I have no time to blog.........:'( But I just wanna send some love to those of you guys who still read this space! And those who are and will always be very dearest to me. HAPPY NEW YEAR HAVE AN AMAZING END TO 2011 AND AN AMAZING START TO 2012!!!!!!! This year has been so emotional and eventful that if I list them all out....... Well I won't be able to hahaha. See you next yr!!!!!!!

This wall that builds up on its own

2011-12-27T23:11:00.001+08:00

I found a job!!!!!!!!! Teehee at the new 112 KATONG mall, Seventh Heaven's Cafe! I wanted to do relief teaching at first...., but this morning I woke up and decided to try for ice cream/cafe jobs! So yes, come visit! :> I'm starting this Friday and the boss sounds really really nice!!!!!! Excited~ Going shopping with the sistaz and the brother tmr hahaha even though I hope I won't shop cuz I'm saving $$ for HK trip in Feb!!!! Need to keep reminding myself! Oh oh I got an iPad hehehe^^

I miss my best best best friends feels like so long since I've seen them. I guess that's what they call 'When u go out roaming and venturing new places, one day u'll still miss home and come home' and they're my home. Hehe oh my cheesy max! That's me. Need to get a 2012 diary, hope to find one tmr..... Kikki again? $.$

11:11 now!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2011-12-25T02:08:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! To the awesome ppl who still reads this space ^^ Been caroling all week! Tired but great!!!!! Just got home but gotta rise early tmr(Not that early but 'need to set alarm clock' hehe) and not able to get 10 hours of sleep:( Caroling the whole afternoon tmr in USS!!!! So happy with my new friends and 'family' hehe. Hungry??? What's wrong with my tummy:( Heading to bed soon, Gd'night!!!!! Hope y'all have a Christmas filled with love<3

My thoughts wonder when I'm tired, haha.

HOT GUYS

2011-12-20T20:03:00.001+08:00

Hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :> hehe starting carolling tmr night!!!!!! At USS/RWS! Seriously need to memorize all my lyrics properly! I think after going to Taiwan........, i kinda started on watching my dramas again? Haha why all the guys always so cute/handsome/hot one!!!!!!!!!! yeah yeah yeah I'm a typical girl, okay? HAHA. I don't even feel like christmas is whut 5 days away?!? And 2012 is 12 days away!?! TOO FAST. Need to find a job(recommend me?) and yeah really think about what i wanna do in uni! All grown up:< Speaking about hot guys, i can't believe i didn't see the A&F hot guys when everyone else has them on their profile pics........... Okay guess i'll be busy/tired the next whole week! See you:*

One day i'm gonna go some place and spend Christmas where it snows.

Across the world

2011-12-19T20:37:00.001+08:00

I'm back!!!!! Supposed to be at caroling prac but yeah just woke up:( I feel really bad:'( Sigh okay promise to learn all the songs and memorize them!!! Oh oh my last day at Taiwan was so exciting hehehe I saw the cute guy in the apple show!!!! ^^ The trip was made so much more worth it with that hahaha he really super cute and only 20!!!!! It was my first time acting like some fan girl waiting for some star lol. Anw I'm not sure if I've received all my msges I'm supposed to:( Then I don't know if any important ppl texted me birthday wishes. The weather is quite nice I feel like nua-ing the rest of the day away~ Guess I need to wash up now! Hehe seriously super cute whahaha

Omg I put this on draft till now, 8.30pm. Watched mission impossible with the family!!! Somehow now I wish for everyone to be in sg. I kinda miss having people arnd me always. Some asshole didn't wish me happy birthday.

Greetings from Taiwan!!!!!

2011-12-17T21:43:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :>
Everyone is overseas right now, kinda can't wait for everyone to be back and free to just nua tgt again, hehe. Guess I'm finally 18? Time to use my own IC, hahaha.

Happy Birthday

2011-12-13T00:53:00.002+08:00

"If tmr is your last day on earth, what would you like to do?

I don't care what, as long as I'm with you."

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww! Hahaha okay shall stop this daydreaming thing lol. Leaving for Taiwan on Wednesday and in case I have no time to blog tmr, Goodbye!!!!!!!!!! Be safe and happy everyone^^ <3

Yes, I'm away on the 17th once again.

It's been a ride

2011-12-10T15:22:00.001+08:00

Back from my week! It's been a crazy week! Had crab with Ben(Thanks ben!!!!^^). Met the fav people and ash gave me my early birthday book its super cute hehe. Post prom!!!!! The night was great:> Didnt get to make up for my sleep cuz there was mega drilling going on upstairs:< Caught New Year's Eve!!!!!! Maybe i should make my new year's resolution for this new years eve. Who knows we might not have next yr:( Haha okay anw went to East Coast Park again ytd and I seriously need to learn how to get there by myself. Had so much awesome food with the girls at the lagoon!!!!!!! And they got me a starbucks card! Obviously with $$ inside and its the christmas snowman one! Today's the stay home day to make up for some family time hahaha. Probably going to search for a job once i'm done with blogging! So much photos not up yet so looks like i cant post most of them again:/ Decided to show yall my cool hair that is sadly growing out at an exponential rate:( Its gonna disappear sooooooooooooon. Just watched X-factor and it was sad! Like Nicole was seriously sad and i dont get why people have to boo her that badly. Seriously:'( Oh well. K hope people upload the photos real soon so i can post more photos with sunlight hahaha here are a few random shots!

I just realised my birthday is in a week! Byez.

Those who matter

2011-12-04T00:12:00.001+08:00

Seriously why am I even so bothered abt what ppl think. Okay I mean I guess I'm still bothered but I shld think of the bright side of it. I can look back at this crazy thing I did and laugh at how I cried after doing it LOL. This week was great except for tonight haha. So fun went to USS to see where we were gonna carol! It was a fun day where I got pulled 'onstage' by some quite cute ang moh who was performing in USS hehe. And made new friends!!!!:>

Anw JIA IF ONE DAY U SEE THIS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! I'll miss you when u're away:( Thanks for making me feel better cuz at least I know you won't judge me^^ <3

Identity crisis

2011-12-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

Just did crazy shit with yock!!!!! K I'm not that excited right now anymore cuz it's sad to say but I'm damn affected by what people think, especially ppl important to me. Yeah I shaved like the bottom part of my hair with some pattern on it. But when I let it down u can't see a thing. I was seriously damn hyped abt it cuz its one of the craziest thing I did yet. But i'm really crazy cuz I'm crying right now. Just hope my mum won't say something unpleasant as well. I feel like I wanna talk to someone but argh why the hell am I so affected so easily. Cuz mayb you think it's like 'what the hell' too. Trying to console myself now, how pathetic.

You really make me smile, how?

2011-11-30T23:49:00.001+08:00

Had an awesome time today!!!!!! I'm in the best class any teacher could ask for cuz we all ate vegetarian buffet for our beloved vegetarian teacher:> It was quite good I guess! After all its a tong lok restaurant, haha. I'm damn noob, played CS for the first time for like 2 hours and now my neck is aching hahaha but it was awesome fun! Yay SB4, we should do this more often! I really wanna post some pictures but obviously I don't have any yet so..., mayb next time if I'm not lazy! Okay gonna go wash up and sleep. Cant afford to watch any shows and sleep at 3 again, need to get up for caroling prac tmr and then shop for post-prom dress!!!! ( Deleted all my emoji cuz I realise it does show:( ) Anw there's the class bear we made for Mr chan!!! With our recorded voices and I feel gross cuz it has my solo voice to begin with:O

I have come to the end

2011-11-30T01:40:00.001+08:00

Happiness, freedom. The first feelings I had. But now, suddenly feeling the sadness of not wearing a school uniform anymore, in my life. :'( Mayb it's the symptoms of watching dramas hahaha. I have this weird thing about me, always feeling so excited about everything that's lined up! But then before I even start enjoying, I feel soooooo tired, probably feeling that I've no time to rest. Ohwell, haha. Next few days/weeks, I can't imagine the amount of money I'm gonna spend. Feel so sad/guilty just thinking about it.

I'm actually...., so afraid to grow up.

Sunday morning

2011-11-27T12:28:00.001+08:00

It's probably afternoon alrdy now, haha. It's sunny outside! 2 more days till the end.... There are some people whom you know u will never ever see them again in your life, besides on results day and maybe lucky enough to bump into on the streets. The ones who will never make any effort. Ever have people who never ever seem to make any effort, to talk, to meet, to just remain friends? It's just sad. But I guess it's part and parcel of life. Probably everyone has someone like that in their life, and also has been that kind of person in another person's life.

Okay that was...., haha. Just what I felt. Back to more important things in my life!!!! Really need to write down my schedule for after A's! Esp for December!!!! If not I swear I'll forget some dates for sure. Random note: I am such a daydreamer, seriously. But recently (or maybe not so recent) I feel like I'm back to my original self, that self that I could remember myself being so carefree and confident :> Such a long wordy post! Cool pic!

Ohmaiiiiiiiiicoulditbe

2011-11-26T00:49:00.001+08:00

"Sometimes the things that you want the most are the things you're most afraid of."

Met the awesome girls today! Laughed at those random (gross) funny memories hahaha. We'll meet again soon<3 Love you guys forever! USS hokay^^
One month to Christmas!!!! And..., yes my birthday is coming soon. Not that much of an excitement or big deal I guess, hoho sigh. Wonder why we don't celebrate Thanksgiving here in Sg, I wanna Black Friday tooooo shop shop shop I need money:( I need job!!!! Ewww acting lika spoilt brat spendthrift hahaha

Singing again

2011-11-24T21:40:00.001+08:00

Feels good to be singing again~!!!!!!! Really after so, so long. Wasn't as bad as I thought it would be haha. Today was a good day! Yoopyop had Häagen-Dazs® too! Hopefully I'll hit some physics mcqs by 10:< And then watch a movie? Okay gonna share with you my awesome self-made lunch I had today! I shld stop eating SO MUCH bread it's not as healthy/not fattening as I think. Out again tmr, broke!!!!!! :$( Byez.

Half time

2011-11-18T17:58:00.001+08:00

Gahhhh what am I doing:( A's are not even over, need to study study study don't slack off Ven u'll regret it!!!! Seriously someone motivate me pls:( Hate myself:'( Supposed to watch 'you're the apple of my eye' today! But changed of plans sigh I'll have to patiently wait, really wanna watch it!!!!! Sometimes I imagine my life being a movie lol. Too bored I painted my nails! Try out for Christmas nails! Hehe.

Take me on a date.

2011-11-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

Fly, still the best<3
I was so happy yesterday hahaha went to sleep smiling I have no idea why! Feeling so tired now but still watching X-factor. Gotta wash up and crash soon, Gd'night!

(Really.)
/Edit } No mayb I shld just let you out of your misery.

All time favourite

2011-11-14T19:39:00.001+08:00

All time favourite movie: A Cinderella Story. Like seriously I've watched it for a million times and can watch it for another 2 million times! Hehehe

Sometimes

2011-11-12T22:17:00.001+08:00

I am tired, lost my drive and motivation. Who's there to pull me up. I confuse myself. I'm confused.

I guess when u hear me say that I'm sad, I'm not that sad. Cuz when I really am, I won't utter a word.

2011-11-11T23:31:00.001+08:00

Caught it!!!!!!!! I'm a believer, haha hopefully I can now focus on studying for the rest of the papers!

11/11/11 11:11

2011-11-11T20:39:00.001+08:00

Need to catch it later on at night! Missed the first one:'( Was too caught up with tying my exam scripts. Yes I don't care I live on a 12hour clock so yes I will get the second one. This post is just to remember that I lived past 11/11/11 11:11 ^^

First week of A's is gone! This year Cambridge is really out of their minds I swear. Was disappointed with Math paper2 today:( Ohwell keep going Ven!!! I need to get back in track, feeling too relaxed, haha. So the day wasn't that bad despite the paper! Lunch with the team then came home seeing my bag arrived! Then dad came back with my posters!!! Chao~

Beginning of the end.

2011-11-07T22:08:00.001+08:00

ALL THE BEST WE CAN ALL DO THIS

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

November

2011-11-01T22:10:00.001+08:00

November, here we go. 6 more days, all of us will pull through this. We will pull through it well, WELL. Let's go Vennnnnnn! Count down to 29th Nov! Bye Nov, you'll be gone soon.

Now playing: No regrets (Coincidence^^)

Homecoming

2011-10-29T21:16:00.001+08:00

Watching all the 'Will you go to Prom with me?' videos :') Never gonna have one in my life:'((((((( ever.

Kbye!

Last few studying Friday nights!

2011-10-21T21:07:00.001+08:00

I am actually really looking forward to after A's! I mean, okay I know EVERYONE IS. Haha but I haven't really felt it, it was always just saying. Before that I was quite scared about University, growing up and everything. Now, I'M REALLY EXCITED FOR UNIVERSITY!!!! I guess I want a change in my life, new environment new people new life!!!!! Yay me^^ Thought I don't even know where will I be~

JUST GONNA GIVE IT MY ALL.
Gonna be brave, and impulsive!!! Cuz that's the only way I can get my courage hehe. Best thing about today, I went for a swim, finally!

F A T

2011-10-20T21:07:00.001+08:00

Nothing that great happened today in the end: ( Haha but I ate loads of chocolates. Need to study econs right now but no, I'm still wasting my freaking time. Okay 18 days 18 days 18 days it's crazy. I just got a text from someone unexpected. And, i had a happy yet weird yet scary yet idk dream last night: O Some oreo stars for you~!!!!

I will try to fix you.

2011-10-20T14:27:00.001+08:00

"Miss having grandparents' love."
This is what got me to post this.

Everyday has been good, today broke the record. I hate the cycle of feeling angsty -> buy/eat chocolates -> less angsty -> feel fatter -> .....(repeats) I hope something good happens today.

The end of formal education.

2011-10-13T22:44:00.001+08:00

What an ending. Didn't really feel like the last day of school thou! Really really mixed emotions! For most I am thankful, but nevertheless there are regrets and 'if only's. There are some ppl I really love, so many really random ppl that I am so glad for^^ For them, I know it's not the end :>

Hi

2011-10-11T17:54:00.001+08:00

"Hi, girl you just caught my eye.
Thought I should give it a try and get your name and your number.
Go grab some lunch and eat some cucumbers."

Hehe is it far too slow of me to only be saying this now, that I think Ryan Higa is reeeeeeeally cute! ^^ Random thought, I think my first EC is still the best! 

2more days of school~ I don't wanna grow up:'(

Motivate

2011-10-10T15:31:00.001+08:00

It's like I lost all my motivation to study this whole weekend. What happened? : ( I feel like just sleeping it off tonight. Pls give me back my motivation.

Wrote in my diary again today! I hope I'm the only one reading this blog, haha. I am writing in the space way too much! Yes I should just sleep the night away, goodnight!

/{Edited}Just realized I didn't publish the post last night!

Be inspired.

2011-10-09T14:13:00.001+08:00

Be inspired to do greater things in life. I think I want to make a difference, and not dwell in misery that isn't even worth fretting over when you can use that time and effort to achieve greater things, more meaningful ones. I need to remember this.

30 Days

2011-10-08T21:26:00.001+08:00

Maybe one day we'll all realize that the one we've been looking for has always been the one right next to us.

For now, I will forget about everything else and love my books :>

F U C K I T

2011-10-08T12:58:00.001+08:00

I always thought that it was bullshit when in dramas ppl scream out loud they'll feel better. I NEED TO FREAKING SCREAM MY HEART OUT. MEET A FUCKING STRANGER.

Bestfriends

2011-10-05T22:49:00.001+08:00

These days, I'm so confused with the term 'Bestfriends'.

More reasons to be happy

2011-10-03T20:07:00.001+08:00

I just won my first (big) lucky draw in my life!!!!! Actually I don't think I won any lucky draw before. So I won a 3D2N trip with reimburse of $2000 to almost anywhere in Asia~!!!! For 2 hahaha^^ So excite hehe~ Thanks Singtel:>

Got a haircut like finally!!!! Thinking of cutting short after A's! Lika really short?!! (Scared) HAHAHA probably after post prom! Picture that doesn't look like me at all I swear. Bye!

OCTOBER

2011-09-28T23:23:00.001+08:00

Caught 'Crazy Stupid Love' ! It was good, really. Like so much better than what the tittle sounds like. The guy is REALLY HOT. Probably cried more than I should during the movie, haha.

Don't know if I will be able to do this, honestly. My heart is so tired. I need to focus, to get rid of every other feeling. I CAN TANK THIS IM/WAS A CANOEIST HAHAHA even though it's nothing like physical torture. It's everything else but that. God, 38 days. Oh now 37?

It feels like so many things have changed, really.

MY LIFE IS WAY MORE THAN THIS.

2011-09-27T22:45:00.001+08:00

Since when, Ven? Now just forget about it like you always do. Blame your mega slow reflex. MEGA SLOW. This just isn't me, or is this the real me?

If there is an illness that makes ppl indecisive, I have that.

School's the best thing right now, the people I mean. I miss these ppl, this sport, the constant distraction/excuse i had in my life ~

Young dream

2011-09-26T21:51:00.001+08:00

I'm one of those girls who once dreamed of becoming a singer, a star.

Change can be good

2011-09-26T19:03:00.001+08:00

I wonder how things will go from here.

For the future, for the dreams

2011-09-19T21:46:00.001+08:00

Really can't wait for 2 months later. Afraid, anxious yet excited. Hopefully I'll fulfill my dreams then, small or big ones : ) I've sort of figured out what I'm gonna study in Uni, for now! What's best, and yeah. As discouraged as I was by Prelims, there's no time to continue to sink at the bottom. I've set my goals, and I know I can achieve it. So screw me up now, say I'm lousy, whatever. I accept it, and I'm gonna change it. Accepting all my flaws and just gonna work on it. 50 days? I can do it right. I have to. Let there be good things that happen everyday, no matter how small and insignificant : )

On a side note, can't believe I'm actually not going for prom! :O Well, after party~!!!!!!!

L I F E

2011-09-16T19:43:00.001+08:00

It's sad how the thing that can affects me so much, is results. It's one of the times that I wish I had someone who's always here with me.
Pls don't let me lose hope.

PHONE APP!!!!

2011-09-15T21:32:00.001+08:00

(Edited: Originally post on 15/09/11 )

Yay great I can finally put some photos to make this place look less boring!!!! Today wasn't a good day to start with, but little things and people along the way made me feel better:>

To anyone who is reading this,
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

Learn to love your own life.

2011-09-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

I may not have a large group of girlfriends to constantly tell me I'm hot, pretty, or however awesome I am, but I do have a bunch of 'bros' whom I know will always be there to make my day just being them, and to make sure I don't fall for the wrong guy. :) I doubt I'll ever meet any other group of guys like them. They taught me not to judge. Love you guys!

Swings back

2011-07-29T22:21:00.001+08:00

Feeling alot better right now! I'm really just ranting to myself here, haha. But at least it makes me feel good:)
29/7/11 9:15 PM
Jus bought myself 2pints of b&j's, tiger biscuit, dark chocolate kitkat, and dark chocolate timtam~ Full storage ready to fight PMS 

Happy girl for now ^^ Haven't done any work since I stepped home but at least I feel better!
They should really enable uploading photos through mobile! Even though it's not the 'big thing' anymore. Oh, and I survived the train ride~
Hehe.

Stuck on a train, right now

2011-07-29T19:25:00.002+08:00

Pms sucks. Feeling like crap right now. With no apparent reason. Stuck on a train that is travelling damn slowly and stopping really frequently and for a long time. And I chose to take this train and not the previous one that I could have been on. Mayb it's fate. I'm really not thinking straight right now lete say this. What if I'm stuck here. Freak this it's turning into angst!!!!!!!

Seriously, what if something is gonna happen to me right now. I pray not. I haven't said I love you to someone and mean it deep from within and knowing what exactly I said. I'm crazy pls forgive this post.

Now playing : You know that I'm a crazy bitch.
Yes I am.

This is me

2011-07-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

I AM FAT. MY TUMMY IS HUGE. MY ABS HAVE ALL TURNED I INTO FATS. I'M DAMN FAT AND SAD:( I'M SORRY

Can't decide on the slightest thing, GP practice tmr early morning, urgh can't decide whether to go or not!!!!!

Leaving on a jet plane

2011-06-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

Might be the last time I'm putting anything down here, for now!

I’m afraid to ask you to stay- to wait, for I’m unsure of how long it’ll take or if it’ll ever be even though you said it’s alright. And I’m afraid to ask you to go, for I may never find another who treats me like you do.

Then, I think of the impossibles.

I'm really tired right now, gonna crash. And leave the worrying and fretting of school reopen till tmr. Gd'night o souls who still reads this, :') Love you guys.

Starting the 4 months countdown.

2011-06-24T15:02:00.001+08:00

Hmmm i hope my angstyness goes away~! But seriously, urgh! Last 3 days of holidys?!!!!! :'( Pls turn me into a hardcore mugger haha. I've got a new pair of specs, hugeass one! >: I'm such a bitchhhhhhhhhhh lol. #just saying. I want to be a better person. I think i used to be a better person. Need some b&j's to cool me down now. bye!

I like it when people tell me stuff that makes me so amused haha.

Screw this @$#%€|&!"

2011-06-21T00:07:00.001+08:00

I am the fucking only one who gives a damn. I'm EXPECTED to do this and that. Everyone expects me and so I have to do it. Seriously, I am always the one who gives a shit abt everyone else. And why should I. I'm sorry I'm not that all angelic good girl who eats everything inside her and willingly does every single thing still smiling and everything. I'm not. I do stuff for people, I do them alone with the credit shared and I'm happy with it actually. But limits, I do have them. I think I'm jus over-reacting. What wrong with me tonight argh whatever.

I know I cld have talked to you abt it and I really wanted to but I guess I'm still used to just crying and going pass it. Sometimes it's hard to say stuff too.

I really want to lock this blog but I don't want to at the same time. Told you I'm nuts. Just go away from here forever thanks. This is becoming an angsty space cuz I'm always using my phone to blog and I can't post happy pictures that I want to.:(

There will never be someone whom you can tell everything to.

Lay under the sky

2011-06-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hi! Holidays just leave me more time to update hehe (for myself to read). Anw i've been listening to these songs on repeat like repeat repeat repeat HAHA. And i know i'm super lag for only listening to/watching the 'Wedding dress' MV! Its kinda sad but nice! ( :<

I love tumblr :> In a different way bcuz of how beautiful and simple it is to express what i feel.

I found out what's my problem : O

2011-06-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

I think I know what's my problem. I'm afraid of being loved, yes. Omg I'm a freak.

This is embarrassing.

2011-06-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

Why can't I talk to anyone when I want to. Say anything I want to tell them. Why can't I be concern for a friend. Talk to him when I feel like we haven't talked for quite long. Just wanting to know how he has been. What's wrong. Seriously. Eilianz said 'I keep thinking how other ppl feel, but who's gonna think abt how I feel?' I don't know, really. This makes me not wanna talk to guys at all. I sound so childish and immature I know, but seriously that's how I feel right now. Why is it like to everyone, I won't ever fall for someone who likes me? They just deem that I won't and that I will give him false hope. Not liking someone now doesn't mean not liking the person forever. Who ever asks if I like him or even really want to know cuz they just deem that I don't.

I really hope no one reads this. At all. Mayb I shld lock this space, just to make sure really no one reads it haha.

One of those nights

2011-06-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

One of those nights where u think u're forever alone. Ppl come into my life trying to know me, and I'm always excited abt knowing new ppl. And after awhile it just gets weird to talk everyday still and I try to drift. Then, ppl just walk out of my life like that. Not blaming anyone, it's all thanks to my bubble of denial and the lack of courage.

What the hell I hate it when I'm like that. Gonna eat the fav marks&spencers milk chocolate digestive biscuits. Then feel even worse and fat. Then there's the usual worry for studies. Bye I painted my nails at least.

I

2011-05-30T14:37:00.002+08:00

I know we should all be contented with what we've got. But sometimes, it's just hard not to feel that: I am so average.

The life I want.

Right now

2011-05-26T22:20:00.004+08:00

Yay finally using the com!!!!! Thought that i cld no longer blog @carcrashoverheart/bs O:< But it's fixed!!!! And finally made my tumblr presentable :-) Wanted to write in this space awhile ago but thats when i cldnt manage to! :/ ohwell now i cant rmb and the feelings' gone(hopefully)! Anw June break is here!!!!!!!!!!! Yaysomez. Meet people people people fly~!

(Omg damn nice right!!!!!!)

Sorry for the spam hehe all bored from studying!!!!
Shopping tmr omg w/ ashash and meeting the fav for dinner mayb movie hipshurray
I have a bubble of denial! (Bloop bloop~ credits to eilianz who will never ever read this lol)

Hi Ven.

2011-05-11T17:34:00.001+08:00

Even though tumblr is so much easier to post, I kinda still like this space better. It's alot more personal, I guess cuz only my closest of friends know it exists. Even better if no one reads it, mayb. I'm too guarded, and too afraid. The wall that I've built is too high, too strong. I kinda wanna bring down that wall, but it's been too long, the wall's too high up for me to reach. Argh. What am I feeling? I really wonder. I'm used to feeling neutral towards everyone, reaching out to them like buddies. Mayb I shldn't? Bloody hell. That felt like the perfect term to say.

Study study study.
Everyone's got somebody. Hopefully god has a plan for me.

I crossed the line with no regrets.

2011-04-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Had my last race of my canoeing life today. Literally the last. It was a good one, no regrets. Just filled with disappointment of not getting into finals. At least we did our best, and I can proudly say that we got 4th. :) Joining canoeing was the best and worst decision that I ever made as yet in my life. I cried so much, complained so much, suffered so much. And yet I learnt so much more, grew so much, become so much stronger mentally. I know no one including myself cld believe that I will come this far. I was the girl who had no determination to even run napfa without stopping. But now, I feel so proud of myself and I love everyone who actually supported me and believed I cld make it. I know no one whom I want to say this to will probably read it, but I jus need to say it somewhere. Even though not having to smile after a race is one of the biggest hole is my life, there's nth that I can do anymore. I'm just really thankful for the people I met in canoeing who really made a difference in my life. No doubt canoeing made me become more angsty, more impatient and all the bad attitudes you can think of. But now that it has ended, I have no regrets. Nvr in my life will I imagine that I can run 6km easily, train everyday, be able to do a pullup....... And nvr ending crazy things. There will be so much memories of this. In this short last month, I can say I really trained with all my life. For now, all the best to all my team-mates, literally all, who are so awesome they're definitely going to the finals, to do our school proud.

I'm tired.

2011-01-13T22:54:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when you're tired, you just want a shoulder to lean on.

Laugh when the clock strikes.

2010-12-30T16:33:00.023+08:00

Seriously i like this picture!^^

2010 is ending in about less than 30 hours. I feel like next year wont be too far off from this yr, probably more stressed up and crazily overwhelming i cant imagine. I'm not really excited for a new yr like i have always been, hmm. And like this is my 20th post in 2010?!!?!?!?! HAHAHA

2011: Apart from helping me survive the hectic year with Ogl/terms/training/season/study/prelims/study/finally A's, let me live a wonderful and fufilling one, with all the love health and happiness in the world! HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 I WELCOME YOU WITH BIG HUGS^^

This december has been one with tremendus lack of sleep. I have been refraining myself from screaming about how much i need to have had studied but :( Screwed:<(Iseriouslystalkcuteguys,notliterally)

Sometimes i hope people can read my mind, like only what i want them to know. So that there's no need to say anything.

Traffic lights.

2010-12-02T18:38:00.006+08:00

Back from Taiwan!

Ogl here i come!!!!!!! :>
Chao :*

Hopefully L.

Will you be my hero

2010-10-17T16:31:00.010+08:00

I suddenly remembered this space i still had, haha. Seems really long ago but i guess not so. Kinda like the feeling of coming back here, looking at all that happened before:) Wow the year is ending, promos are over, but i seem even more stressed up. Returned to school for two days alrdy of AC GAMES and it was drama for 1SB4, haha. My nose is peeling. Hope everyone rested well, and that everyone injured will get well soon!:> We're one awesome class.
I'm going to survive 5canoe trainings per week for the next......., 3 months? Or mayb 6. Yes? Pray for me please, i'll really need it. I chose this, so i'll stick to it.

I want to meet up with people, badly. Cant believe a year's passed. I miss.......................( )
I salute anyone who reads this, haha. I'll just treat this space personal, or for when i really miss the past♥♥

PMX was jus telling me its almost a year since i, 'confessed' haha okay not exactly but ya. Wish i still had that much courage/craziness/impulse in me. Mayb i do, but not under this much that i have to handle for now. My g, i hate this kinda post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! On a happier note, i'm watching playful kiss hehehehehe makes me head over heels with kim hyun joong. I'm quite deep, am i? In the sense i think alot, looooooooooool. Okay i think its dream, not think. HAHAHA

I know, it used to be lee min ho!!!! ♥both now ogay:*

I AM SO WEIRD I FEEL HAPPY NOW:> I wasnt being emo, just deep. Lol. Oh, and seriously motivational cards really keeps one positive i swear. And why am i making an effort to put pictures when i'll be the only one looking, haha. Hopefully next time i'm here, i'll..........................................

'Why am i making this hard on myself when there's so many beautiful reasons i have to be happy"

Thou shall love.

2010-07-04T21:37:00.008+08:00

After ten thousand zillion million years, i suddenly feel like blogger, HAHAHA! So many things happened..........., recently, was class chalet!!!!!!!!!!!

Went night cycling like 8hrs from pasir ris to ecp and back omg dead tired! And i fell!!!!!!!!!!!! Most dramatic fall ever, i fell forward and the whole bike flipped over me! Getting back terms results next week......, wish me luck! Hahahah i'm watching P.S MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye!: *

I miss FLY, how's everyone?

< 3

2010-05-08T11:38:00.002+08:00

I miss how the thousands of pictures on my blog lags your com. HAHAHA. I swear i'll do that again. Need smiles!:D

HI

2010-05-03T11:46:00.003+08:00

Feels like years since i came into this space! School, is tiring/stressful/worrying/$^&%# but fun at the same time. Its really my awesome class that keeps me going. Canoe has been killing so much of my time and brain cells worrying abt everything under the sun. Saying i wanto quit canoe is like a norm as i say it almost every training, but then at the end of the day i walk off with a smile on my face cuz of the funniest people there. But its not on the top of my priority list. Its killing my social life. What do i do? :( I mean, no one can make a decision for me, at the end of the day its up to me. For now, i'll jus perservere and do what i feel i should.

I'm missing so many people, everyone. Why must we always move on? Why cant everyone move on a travelator, so that we move on but still stick tgt. HAHAHA yeah whatever to what i just said. So many things happened in a month, since my last update.

Everyone has their own worries. I need to be brave. I need to move on, i know.

Time fades but not the hearts

2010-04-03T17:54:00.003+08:00

Been long since i updated.............. I wasted my whole afternoon waiting for lightning alert to stop but unfortunately it didnt and we didnt get the go on the db:( Canoe nationals next week and 'm gona support, so will be missing classes and chinese ca1! Kinda dont want to miss lessons but o well,! Hope i'll see some familiar faces!:) All my tests are in week 4, really need to do well! Benton is backkkkkkkkkkkkkk! Met up yesterday and i'm so glad we did! Crashed mx's hse and stalked each other's eyecandy!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love us even more now:>>>>>>>>>>>
We studied together, we laughed together, we played together, we suffered together, we grew together.

My week!

2010-03-20T17:51:00.005+08:00

As much as i love having alot of pictures on my blog, i am lazy and i have no time. HAHA. Met up with my lovely people finally!!!!!!!!!

L.O.V.E

I am so retarted i still uploaded like quite alot of pictures in the end:!

Oh and i went back for cchms choir camp!!!!!!!!!

Miss Mr Low sooooooo much! Made me miss choir too.

I am in canoe now! Was super stressed out last night after canoe cuz my whole body hurts and every training is gona be worse i have no time for study at all no time to practice my piano my exam is next friday i feel like dying every training:<> Had canoe one star course today and i still feel like i'm floating on water! Like on water for 6hours with pouring rain! 6 more hours tmr:/ Fun o rama is next week!

Canoe

2010-03-12T19:03:00.004+08:00

Going to bkk tmr! 'll be back on mon. Hope i'll have a safe trip there and back! I'm afraid of the riots:O Anyway, i have quit choir!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 'AM JOINING CANOE!:>
PLAY HARD. TRAIN HARD. STUDY HARD!

Packed!

2010-03-03T18:30:00.004+08:00

Quick update!!!!!!! I've been so busy oh mydear i dont have time to finish tutorials practice piano watch my dramas! Its been 2 weeks since i watched a drama episode. And........, had my virgin trip to Jurong Point for class outing! Lol, go ahead laugh HAHAAHHA.

Come support!

(L)

Getting the beat

2010-02-26T21:41:00.004+08:00

1SB4 Class of 2011 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am L.O.V.E-ing this class full of funny/crazy/retards/muggers /smartasses/super gossip people! HEHEHEHE.
Anw my life is so packed right now, at least for the next 4months! Cant believed i joined choir again................., and not canoe!:( Oh well, its okay i'll grow to love choir again, hopefully!
Gone to rush tutorial now!!!!!!!!!!!! I think i'm gona get last in class man:(

I MISS: FLY PMX MARYANN MARILYN ASH HANNAH CAS YEHCHING BESTFRIEND!

Life's good

2010-02-12T23:36:00.002+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY TODAY!:) REALLY, I LOVE FLY4LY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Movied with 4LY today and we lou hei-ed! Really feels like family, where i feel so comfortable with everyone. Hehe i'm being so mushy! HAHAHA.
HAPPY (EARLY) CNY AND VALENTINES' DAY!
Hehe just in case i'm not gona update anytime soon again:>
Go to fb to see the photos and videos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Differences that make similarities

2010-02-06T16:05:00.003+08:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Met up with Marilyn for lunch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYA HAPPY HEHEHEHEH:> 2 weeks and we had so much to catch up!

Campfire ytd!!!!!!!!!!!!!(a fireless one unfortunately HAHA)

OGLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE PAMINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HA, it was so packed last night and everyone jumped and danced like i dono bdcfsgdvbhaebhfv how to describe!!!!!!!!!!!! Like some kinda club man. Mass dance was wow and so was couple dance!!!!!!!!!!!! Classes start next week and i'll know my class on monday! Cant wait for fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyy: CHUNG CHENG HIGH SCHOOL(MAIN) EVERYONE MUST GO BACK OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY LOVE LOVE LOVE!

P.S. I STILL LOVE 4LY ALL THE SAME!(Aww......)

Sick

2010-02-04T11:38:00.003+08:00

It sucks to be sick:( And i'm gonna miss OG outing today!!!!!!!!!!!! And subject registration too manzzxzxz. Anw, should i join choir again??!?!?!? Or canoeing? HAHA cant make up my mind. Feel like going out for OG outing now, but i'm afraid i'll have fever again:/ Oh well.

TERRA TERRA!

2010-01-31T16:52:00.005+08:00

ACJC ACJC ACJC
Hi school started!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Orientation so far's fun, but tiring.............. End at 6 everyday and my jouney home is like sooooooooo long comparing to cch where i take 10mins to reach home:( Well, i'll jus have to get used to it. Feels weird that none of my close friends are with me, and everyone went to different schools. Miss them, miss cch, miss FLY:( Met up with babooseng just now. Waking up early tmr again! Hope i'll be allocated to a class with cool people HAHAHA:)

Hope everyone will be happy in our new schools!:>

BILL BILL BILL

2010-01-26T18:06:00.004+08:00

I see my blogging fetish has gone down again, haha. My past week/s was/were quite good:) Sent benton off to aus, hope he's having hell of a great time there. He's been a funny fun classmate of mine for fours years!!!!!!!! See you in 2years benton!:)

Met upfinally!!!!!!!! But Maryann pai-seh-ed us!!!!!!!!!!:( You hear me/us, Maryann!!!!! Better make it up to us okay HAHAHAHA.

^Hehe i likee this picture

Notice the eyes

Lost little China Boy);

'Oh i like the building behind!!!! Lets take a picture' Oh no, cant see face.

Again!!!!!!!!!!!!!

School starts in 2days! Quite excited to meet new people:> While keeping my fav people now still close!

New chapter begins

2010-01-15T09:44:00.002+08:00

HI WORLD. I'VE DECIDED TJC OVER ACJC!!!!!!!!!! Feels kinda like anything...., hopefully i'll be happy there:) Though i was kind of excited to go acjc, but anw it's over!!!!!!!!!!! MAY I HAVE A HAPPY TWO YEARS OF COLLEGE:>
Meeting up with cas and hannah later! Should i:( I'm super tired i woke up so early!

Fretting.

2010-01-06T14:45:00.003+08:00

Everyone started school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Results are like confirmed coming out next monday, my g.
I'm not sleeping very well on most nights, thinking too much about results:( Wish i had nothing to worry about.

Brainless shots for you.

It............fell on me!:D

This is super yumm peanut butter chocolate:*

Getting back to school soon,

Bye.

Starting off, for real

2010-01-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

HI.I.JUST.FEEL.LIKE.POSTING:>
Marilyn is backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! Hurray finally hehe
I'm left with like a fewwwwwwwwwww days/(if i even have)like 2weeks to continue this life:)..........., till results are out. I hope i'll make full use of it.
And i certainly hope results will be good. Anw, i started my year off with good chilli crab:*! //////////On the random, dont clicking on a superjuniorM video and realise u're hearing chinese instead or korean wierd??!!!? It is still weird, evern though there's the M, its still superjunior and your brain instincts tell you that u dont understand the language but infact you do. Lol. Have been hooked to poker ever since new year, HAHA.

Sometimes i really feel like keeping fit, sometimes i really feel like being good and practise the piano, sometimes i feel like doing some charity work to help the needy, sometimes i feel like i need to add some meaning to my life. Most of the time, i need to push myself to really do it.

Sometimes you think going out partying drinking having no sense of the day time week is the best enjoyment you can ever have......, but sometimes when the sun rises again, just laying back to have some rest or talking on the phone for hours with your loved one is all you ever wanted.

{....................}
Hi 2010, i'll be spending my next 263 days with you so please be good!
As childish as i sound, i hope my wishes do come true.:)

2010

2010-01-02T12:34:00.002+08:00

I'm sooooooooo late,.......

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010 HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010 will be a great year!:D

My face is peeling and my back is itching

2009-12-20T13:09:00.006+08:00

HI I'M BACKKKKKKKKKKK!
Japan is such a nice place! Everyone is so nice and polite and everywhere is so clean like really omg even the toilet! I didn't even wanto come back to Sg.......... The weather there is cold but bearable on most of the days except when there's wind blowing in your face and making your skin crack and peel even when u put layers of moisturizer everyday. And when you go up to Mt. Fuji and the temperature is -2degrees. But i still like it there!!!!!!

Their people are really nice i tell you. (READ THIS) Once i was eating clam chouder soup in a bread bowl in the outdoors and just when i finished my soup and started on my bread, a stong wind blew and poof everything flew to the floor!!!!!!!!!!! And guess what............., they gave me a brand new bowl of clam chouder like wth omg super nice right??!!??!?!?!?! For free yes. I mean compared to Sg..........., oh that reminds me(AND THIS) of THE MAD TAXI DRIVER THAT I TOOK BACK HOME FROM THE AIRPORT. He is freaking mad and impatient. There was this other taxi stopping just before the turning of my house and the mad taxi driver horned like crazy and he was like "Fuck you fuck la! cb driver....@#@#!&**@##!#!#" And winds down the window and points the middle finger at the other taxi driver. Like wtf???????? Oh and i was super shocked and overwhelmed when i touched down at the airport, can't say it here though. HAAHA, i'll tell you.

See the difference man. In Japan they say thankq to you for even the smallest thing, like stepping aside and letting them walk pass, and they bow too. They bow at almost 90degrees okay, seriously. In Sg is like......, ya. But ofcuz not everyone's that bad here, its just that its such a major change. I need to adjust back.:)

Oh no i realise this is such a wordy post! I wonder if anyone will even read it, but read the one up there!!!!!! Doubt i'll post any Japan photos, seriously too many. Gotta catch up with people aldry. Marilyn is only coming back on 31st!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wth longggggggggggg, faster come back you woman!!!!!!!!!!!! But that means 2010 will be here,.,.,.

I can't believe i spent my sixteenth birthday like some other normal day............suckerrrrrrrrrrrr:( Thanks for all the birthday wishes! Christmas's coming!:>

Oh yes!!!!!!!!!!!! I've got $200 to collect for good progess award!!!!!!!!!!!!:D

Hitch-hiked

2009-12-12T13:20:00.004+08:00

I'm rushing to update!!!!!!!!! Met up with Anthea on Wed like finally and she hasn't changed abit i tell u, HAHAHA.

@Marina Barage ytd!

Zhao pai dong zuo! (teardrop, lol)

Will.you.just.look.at.my.sunburn.o.m.g

TRIPLETS

Picnic with eeron, marilyn, asaph. Sunburns!!!!!!!!!!!(Ouch.) Oh oh, we hitch-hiked!!!!!!!!!!!! Cool right i'm so gona do it again, lol. Some kind soul actually stopped and picked us up!:>
Then dinner at marina and some sales guy thought that eeron and i were a couple(??!!>??), and tried to sell us some sunshine toy. He even sang the "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine....." all just to sell it! Funny man. Met karyn, may(meixin actually-called may now cuz someone stole her 'xin'! Lol, credits to colin), and colin! Such a weird combi right! But well, ya haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSYPOO LOVE YOU!

MAYB WE'LL MEET AT THE AIRPORT TMR!:>

Flying off tmr, Goodebye!

PIctures only!

2009-12-07T13:32:00.007+08:00

Got a haircut!

Chao!

One chance to capture that one moment

2009-12-04T13:05:00.005+08:00

Okay good i'm updating! (Hi Dom, i'm updating haha!)
Supposed to be out with bestfriend todayyyyyyyyy, but it was pouring heavily!
So, postponed! And he says i'm going shopping and he's paying since he doesn't know what to get me for birthday. :> Good one!
Met up with qianyun and meixin ytd, waiting for qianyun to upload the photos....., no, waiting for her to find her USB cable(!) She's retarded, hahahah.

Just talked to gerald online, and its been so long since that! Shall meet up next week or sth, hehe.
Meeting up with anthea next week too, its been sooooooooooo very long!
Hopefully, next week will be a very fruitful week. Then, leaving for Japan on 13!, back on 19/20. I hope it snows :)
Great, class chalet's on the way!!!!!!! :> Oh anyone, someone, get me some polaroid films plz, ty. HAHA. Oh, i wanto change my blogskin too.

--------Marilyn Cheng

Cheer up my dearest girlfriend, i dont want you to be sad okay!!!!!!!!!!! You should stop watching dramas for now until..................., yes you know. Better make it quick! And u better make time to call me soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAH no matter what you know i love you!

I really don't want to move on. If only we could always stay where we were.

I prefer heart-to-heart crazy talks &get-togethers.
Maybe its time to fall in love again, just maybe. Oh wait, maybe not.

Recent/Not-So-Recent!

2009-11-28T22:25:00.005+08:00

Finally......................, i'm blogging!!!!!!!! Hehe
Okay let's start from the not-so-recent, :>
Spamming pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For more (and all), go to facebook!

>FLY FTW!

>ASH'S SWEET SIXTEEN!

>CCHMS: PROM NIGHT 241109!

`They rock your sock. \m/

>Just, hanging out

Super duper fast! Time has been passing by me like crazily fast.

Prom was fun, though we all felt that we got scammed$$, haha.

Anyway i think i feel even more tiring these days compared to O's then, lol.

I have yet to catch up with soooooooooooooooooooooooooo many people!

..........And class chalet ploxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!(To whoever who sees this, dont pretend u didnt see it haha)

Need/want a haircut..........

I'm gona be away on my birthday, again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then, Chirstmas!:> And countdown once again......., 2010!

I can imagine myself not liking writing the date as 2010, so yucky/

Anyhow that's too bad for me(and you). Finally, results?:( Its wth-ing fast.)

---------------- HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANYUN(DA JIE)! :D

Hopfully, i'll blog again soon!

Oh, i will try to post FLY's prom dance then! Haha, if not, go to facebook to watch it:) Chao!